Let Go and Trust: Why What’s Meant for You Will Always Find You.

What's meant to be will be. That's it. It's as simple as that. And I'm choosing to believe that it's as simple as that.

I have spent far too long trying to navigate situations in my life to discover peace and nourish it from within, to give it all up once again for chasing ideals, lifestyles, careers, and life experiences which do not feel naturally accessible to me.

Obviously, there's a difference between trying to go after something and putting in time and effort. Hard work is necessary, but hard work which does not feel good, and makes us feel like we're beginning to shut off parts of ourselves just to achieve a goal or a desire... I just don't believe it's worth it anymore.

If it feels like I need to push against the currents of the tide, or walk against the wind, or try and push doors open which have been purposefully closed for my benefit, it's time I stop.

Yes, it will be hard, because my internal belief system together with societal views will soon have me believing that I'm 'giving up on myself' or 'not working hard enough to make my dreams become reality'. But I'm no longer allowing that negative voice to dominate my true and physically felt intuition and gut instinct... both of which are telling me 'This is not worth it, it's making you lose track of what you want, what feels right and what aligns with you. LET. IT. GO.'.

And what happens next? I don't know. Yes, it feels scary. But I'm ok with that. It's not the end of the world to feel fear in the presence of uncertainty. But that doesn't mean it's wrong. It simply means I am not used to being in the presence of it, while trusting- that like fog, or mist it soon disappears and my next steps to take in life will once again be revealed to me. It's time I let go and simply trust.

So, in case you're in a similar situation such as myself... what if you simply let yourself be in the weirdness of this moment?

What if the best thing we can do for ourselves right here and right now is to let ourselves be in the middle of it all without trying to fix it or force ourselves to find ways towards figuring it all out.

Maybe, just for a moment let yourself feel confused, restless... even a little bit lost, without making it mean something bad. Because, whether you believe it or not, clarity will come. But not if we continue holding on so tightly and forget to leave space for it all to breath, and reveal itself to us naturally.